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Chapter 2 – The next day: my second huge mistake, I agree to join him… I awoke and went to work, but I spent most of the following day deeply distracted about the relatively innocent interaction with Robert the night before. I was anxious on several fronts. The embarrassment of the incident notwithstanding, I also had to admit that the image of his very large, very erect penis was etched indelibly in my mind’s eye. The memory was arousing me despite my best intentions. I could not rid my mind’s eye of the image of Robert’s erection, no matter how hard I tried, nor could I control my physical reaction to this image. My vagina leaked continuously, keeping the gusset of my panties damp the entire day. By the time I was leaving to return home, I felt like I had wet myself. I was confused by my constant arousal, and I was ashamed by the fact that my mind kept revisiting the very vivid image of Robert’s large, thick erection. I could not stop thinking about my stepson’s very hard dick. Finally, five o’clock arrived and I went home. That night, over dinner, Robert broached the subject once again. I was going to have to address what happened.“Mom, I think we should talk about last night.” “Okay, you start” I was buying time until I could get my thoughts together.“Do you know what I was doing when you came down the steps?”Okay, let’s take a clinical approach to this situation, I thought. “I assume you were masturbating.” “Yes, I was. Are your okay with me doing that in your house?” “Of course I am. That is a normal, healthy activity for a young man your age. There is nothing wrong with that, nothing to be ashamed of,” I reassured.“Do you do it?” he asked. Oh my, I thought; this has taken a nasty turn. Surely he could see me last night. I took a deep breath before responding, “Yes, I have been known to masturbate on occasion.” “How often do you masturbate, mom?” “Robert, I am not comfortable discussing this with you.” “Mom, you are trying to tell Başakşehir escort bayan me that masturbation is normal, healthy and there is nothing wrong with it. Yet you don’t want to talk to me about a normal, healthy activity that you admit you do. Which is it?”I did not want to discuss this with my stepson, but I realized he was right; we should be able to discuss this normal aspect of human sexuality like two adults. “Okay, you are right. It is a little embarrassing, but there is nothing wrong with it, and it is normal.” I took a long sip of my glass of merlot, trying to garner some liquid courage that would allow me to continue this embarrassing conversation. “Yes, I masturbate, or try to, several times a week.” “Try to?” Robert questioned.“Yes, I try to. Here is a little known fact about your mother. It is often difficult for me to reach a climax. So I often try, but most of the time, I do not fully succeed.”“Why do you have trouble cumming?” “Whoa, you’re not even going to use the clinically correct terms, are you? You are going directly for the street slang? Okay, we’ll use terms you are comfortable with. I guess I have trouble because I am easily distracted and struggle with the feeling that, on some level, sex is wrong. But I know that is silly way to feel. I realize that sex, and in particular masturbation, is normal and healthy. Nonetheless, these irrational feelings I have do interfere sometimes.”After a bit more back and forth, I cleared the table and went up stairs to change. I returned wearing the t-shirt that I normally wear to bed. The shirt came down to my upper thighs, so my pale green cotton panties were modestly hidden underneath. Robert had selected the movie ‘Mandingo’ from a cable station. He was on the couch wearing only a pair of loosely fitting gym shorts. Lying there bare chested, I could see he had a wonderful physique. His arms and chest were muscular and well Escort Bayrampaşa defined. His abdomen was flat and tight. He reminded me of his father when Jim was that age. The fact that his father was the only man with whom I had had an orgasm brought back memories of wonderful sex. I missed that aspect of being married. I missed having a man in my bed regularly. Mandingo was a sexy, R rated film about the old south and slavery, and contained considerable interracial sex scenes between the wife of a slave owner and her favorite slave. It was a steamy film. As the scenes became more and more explicit, I could see Robert’s penis begin to grow and stiffen under the thin material of his gym shorts. Between the images on the screen and the very vivid memories of Roberts’s erection from the previous night, coupled with the growing tent in his gym shorts in front of me, I was becoming increasingly aware of my own clitoris and the growing wetness of my vagina. I also knew that my nipples had grown completely erect and were clearly visible through my t-shirt. I was aroused and knew that, upon going to bed after watching this film, I would masturbate tonight; and I knew I could make myself cum tonight. I needed a release. Suddenly, right there in front of me, Robert reached down and slowly massaged himself through his gym shorts. I was curious, aroused, and I tried not to act shocked. He was now obviously fully erect. After stroking himself on the outside of his gym shorts for a minute or two, he turned his head, looked directly at me as he continued to stroke himself, and said coyly, “I will if you will.”I blushed and feigned not understanding what he was saying. In fact, I was not entirely sure I did understand what he was saying.“You know, mom, it’s normal, healthy and there is nothing wrong with it. Join me.” He stared shamelessly at my erect nipples before lowering his gaze to my barely covered crotch. He Beşiktaş escort raised his eyes as if to say, ‘Well, how about it?’There was no longer any doubt about it, he was inviting me to masturbate with him!“Oh, I couldn’t do that with you. It would be wrong. And it would be embarrassing.” “You yourself told me it is normal and healthy. Come on.” Staring directly at me, with a sly smile, he placed his hand inside his gym shorts to stroke himself skin-to-skin.I know now, as I knew then, that I should have politely gotten up and excused myself at that moment. I should have gone to my bedroom, eliminated the temptation and masturbated in private. But I didn’t. I would like to claim I do not know why I did not get up at that moment; but the truth is I was very, very aroused by this whole perverse situation. Despite all logic and reason to the contrary, I slowly reached down as Robert watched, spread my thighs ever so slightly, fingers between my legs, and touched myself through my panties. The gusset of my panties was very wet now, and my clitoris was very sensitive and erect. I watched intently as Robert arched his hips, raising his buttocks off the couch, and pulled his gym shorts down to mid-thigh, placing his erect penis in plain view. It was the largest penis I had seen, thickly veined, with a well defined head and a slight purple tint. I was estimating it was seven to eight inches, and was thick. It was thicker than the vibrator that I had in my night stand, which was the largest item to work its way into my pussy up to that point and time. The large veins encasing the thick rigid shaft gave Robert’s erection a dangerous, sinister appearance. His cock looked like it could split a tiny woman like me in two. It was the largest erection I had encountered in my thirty nine years. I continued to massage my clitoris with tiny circles was I watched Robert stroke himself with increasing speed. I was on the verge of climax, but something was stopping me from crossing the line to orgasm. I could not make myself climax while Robert watched. I think I knew I should not be doing this, and my remaining conscience served as a barrier to my climax. But I remained right on the edge. Our breathing began to synchronize and became faster, deeper and more labored.